*Full of Uncertainty*

i seriously have so much on mind.

so much questions without any answers.

so much uncertainty.

things are changing.

friends keep leaving.

life is still hanging in mid air.

and i am feeling like i am not me.

decided to put on 'my love'

and skate these emotions away.

About 3 hrs ago.

there i was with my skates.

practising like mad the tricks i got to know yesterday.

halfway through,

i had enough of it,

and i just sat and started shedding tears,

while my perspiration dripped frantically off my hair and face.

and when i had enough of it,

i continue to practise like mad again.

spend most of the time doing 'one foot' trick.

i fell.

and so did my phone.

it got soot for a while

but i didn't.

ending achievement was that:

my phone got a few scratches (thankfully only on the protector);

managed to get half the idea of how to balance for the trick;

back left shoulder blade area hurt even further; and

those emotions didn't go away.

oh wells.

whatever.

i guess i just have to keep being there for myself,

and keep talking sense to myself.

here's an awesome sliding video. enjoy.

byebye.

Song 4 the day: This is me by Demi Lovato feat. Jonas Brothers

i've always been the kind of girl
that hid my face
so afraid to tell the world
what i've got to say
but i have this dream
right inside of me
i'm gonna let it show, it's time
to let you know
to let you know

this is real, this is me
i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be, now
gonna let the light, shine on me
now i've found, who i am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who i want to be
this is me

do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark
to dream about a life
where you're the shining star
even though it seems
like it's too far away
i have to believe in myself
it's the only way

this is real, this is me
i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be, now
gonna let the light, shine on me
now i've found, who i am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who i want to be
this is me

you're the voice i hear inside my head
the reason that i'm singing
i need to find you, i gotta find you
you're the missing piece i need
the song inside of me
i need to find you, i gotta find you

this is real, this is me
i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be, now
gonna let the light, shine on me
now i've found, who i am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who i want to be
this is me
you're the missing piece i need
the song inside of me (this is me)
you're the voice i hear inside my head
the reason that i'm singing
now i've found, who i am
there's no way to hold it in
no more hiding who i want to be
this is me

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