*Full of Uncertainty*

woohoo.!! after finally for a few years.. i finally got to cycle again..!! whee..!! was very excited.. my bro is going with his frens n i wanna tag along.. but when i got up at 10 am to go to bath.. i had scary nervous thoughts.. as i did not know who his frens were i was scared to meet them n worried tat i would not know wat to talk to them.. so in the end after bathing, i told my bro tat i not going alr..

he then said.. 'eh dun lidat la.. he told he's frens alr.. blah blah blah..' so in the end i ended up going with him.. he drove to desmond house n parked the car and we 3 took public transport to TPY interchange to meet up with the rest.. they were all friendly though.. but i was too SHY to talk to them.. those who noe mi should noe that i'm lidat ma.. 1st time meet den i very extremely quiet de.. forgive mi ok..? anyway.... the ppl present at the outing was... mi n my bro (jasen), desmond, faith, grace, jia xin, jasmine, li hui, jason

went to select our bicycles and all tat.. faith did not noe how to cycle.. so my bro took charge of teaching her.. n when he is busy with sth else we took turns to guide her.. after a while the rest of us except for my bro n faith.. we went ahead on cycling.. meeting point at bedok jetty..

while cycling, i looked ard mi.. all those ppl n all tat.. there were alot of blessful child ard.. having their parent/s to teach them... it den provoke my memory of my so call once 'father'.. when i was young, at abt kindergarden 1 or 2.. i saw him teaching my bro to ride 2 wheel bicycle.. in my mind i was thinking, ' hey i wanna learn too..' so i pestered him to removed the 2 back wheels of my bicycle.. but he refuses n looked down on mi saying tat i cant learn it n all tat.. but after much pestering of mine.. he den highered the 2 back wheels for mi.. n the 3 of us went down to the park.. n he freaking does want to acc mi cycle with my 2 wheel bicycle.. he jux sat under my block n waited for mi.. i remember vividly tat the route of the park is in circles.. n every semi circle i would fall.. n i guess he doesnt noe how many thimes i fell.. but well.. WITHOUT HIS GUIDANCE, n a sentence of the old couple who were seating at the opp. end of where ''my so call once father'' is seating, they saw mi.. 'a k1 or 2.. little ger learning to cycle alone.. asking mi where is my parent.. n took pity tat no one is behind mi or to teach mi.. seeing mi fall umpteen times.. they them gave mi a piece of advice.. n this was it.. if u feel tat u are falling on ur right.. juz move ur bicycle abit to ur left to regain balance..'

so the innocent mi, remembering my one piece of advice a stranger gave mi.. n went on trying to cycle again.. n TADA..!! i did it..!! i then went to looked for my so called once father n told him tat i noe how to cycle with 2 wheels alr.. n showed him.. wahaha.. n the look on his face.. shocked..!!

here is one piece of advice to u, DAMN FATHER.. nv look down on a ger.. for her determination with shock u till death..'

well.. i really envy those who hv their loved ones to guide them n teach them new things.. like even a simple cycling.. haiz.. ok enough of my past.. well back to the present.. we had so so much fun cycling n playing games.. here are some pics..

faith.. learning to cycle
mi n my bro
at jetty
all 9 of us.. =)

had so much fun today.. n i hv not exercise for years.. n now my butt n thighs hurt to the max..!!!

there u hv it.. a short brief on wat happened today.. if u wan to hv a more detailed one.. pls visit my lovely bro's blog.. under my links of frens.. name.. jasen.. tats all folks.. love u all.. be it my family n frens.. =)

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