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Monday, July 28, 2008
~kitty..'fate'

share something with u ok..? something tat is breaking my heart real badly now and most probably forever..

my brother called mi at ard 1am and said tat he found a kitty that is injured damn badly and said tat he is going to bring it home and bring it to the vet later..


my brother named the kitty, FATE.. when i saw 'fate', she was lying in the cage tat i prepared for her, and i could not see wat is exactly wrg with her, i could not see the injury.. n there wasnt any blood..

my brother den lift her out the cage to put her on the ground and i instantly saw wats wrg.. her left arm seems like a jelly and she lay on the floor in an awkward position that i'm unable to describe..


'fate' lying in the cage.. u are not able to noe wat is wrg with her by looking at her lying down lidat..

'fate' then began wanting to walk and this further break my heart and the whole of my heart went out to her.. she totally was not able to use her left arm and leg to support her.. she practically could not walk n hv difficultity dragging herself.. but she stil tries her very best to 'walk'.. she has to fully depend on her right side but she does not hv the strength to.. she 'walks' like how a fish does on land..


when she gotten use to the environment and finally begins to feel safe to slp she tries to position herself to slp.. and i will never forget how her arm was placing and my bro. and i think tat she could not feel any pain on her left side.. she did not meow or cry in pain.. tat worries mi more.. we then helped her adjust her arm to a better position..

the x-ray results says tat she is having a fractured at her left arm, dislocated her left leg and slight injury at her spine tat may affect some nerves.. and the operation will cost alot.. 2 to 4K.. we could not afford such money..


we could not keep her with us, and my bro left her back in the area he found her, and a place where there will be ppl feeding cats..

=..c i hv no idea how a kitten could survive out there alone.. unable to find food, dig hole to pee or shit, walk, run from predators.. even though i met 'fate' for only less than 3hrs.. she alr became part of mi.. cry for her misfortune.. she was a happy normal lively kitten and in juz 1 sec of an incident, made her how she is now.. its totally unfair to her..!! i cant take it anymore..!!


how could GOD let such a mishap happen to an innocent kitten.. they hv the rights to survive n live normally, y let such misfortune happen on a living being knowing tat they do not hv parents or someone to look after them..??

i sincerely pray with my all heart n soul n tears to all the gods out there.. pls bless 'fate'.. may her be strong and live healthy, may she meet with a good hearted rich person to show her light in her life again.. i pray for her to be safe from any further mishap, pray that her condition would not worsen, pray for a good someone to appear in front of her now to cure her, i pray tat good things will be in the way of 'fate', pls god.. save her if u can hear mi..


my heart will always be with u, 'fate'.. always.. =..c


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